So this is odd,
the painful realization that has all gone wrong.
And nobody cares at all,
and nobody cares at all.

Hold it now
You've got everyone convinced that your alright
When no one else is quite as vulnerable

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through

You can thank your lucky stars
That everything I wish for will never come true

Look to the past
And remember and smile.
And maybe tonight
I can breathe for awhile.
I'm not in the scene
I think I'm fallin' asleep
But then all that it means is
I'll always be dreaming of you.

cant you see that i wanna be there with open arms
its empty tonight and im all alone
get me through this one

 its always been you, always
 and i've tried to fight it
 & i've tried to deny it,
 but i cant..
 you're undeniable - The OC

Oh, how we've shouted, how we've screamed, take notice, take interest, take me with you.

But all our fears fall on deaf ears.

The finish line is almost here
and someone softly whispers in my ear
"times like these are memories
to hold deep down inside of you and me"

This is where I say I've had enough
and no one should ever feel the way that I feel now.
A walking open wound,
a trophy display of bruises
and I don't believe that I'm getting any better, any better.

Things keep coming and I keep wondering
I start feeling the walls close in
Things keep coming and I keep stumbling
I start feeling I'm strong enough to break
Oh, I start feeling I'm strong enough to break
tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up

I need the smell of summer,
I need its noises in my ears.

If you could go anywhere right now
Where would you go?
And would you miss me when you get there?

On the way home,
this car hears my confessions.
I think tonight I'll take the long way.

Pouring over photographs.
I'm living in your letters.
Breathe deeply from this envelope
it smells like you & I can't be
without that scent. It's filling me
with all you mean to me.

this might just be a waste of time
but there's no one i'd rather waste my time with than all of my best friends
so start the car up, we'll all take turns but not for the worst

Sleep with all the lights on.
You're not so happy.
You're not secure.
You're dying to look cute in your blue jeans, but you're plastic just like everyone.
You're just like everyone.
And that face you paint is pressed
impressing most of as permanent
and I'd like to see you undone.

if youre missing i will run away i will build a path to you
if youre missing i will run away cause i find myself in you

Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive

may angels lead you in...

i'm just so tired
wont you sing me to sleep
and fly through my dreams
so i can hitch a ride with you tonight
and get away from this place
have a new name and face
i just aint the same without you in my life

Cause I'm here, ready to take it all here
Everything's feeling unclear
I wish it was raining
Cause I hate every beautiful day

Taste the saline rolling down your cheekbone
Tell me that you're alone, tell me on the telephone
Feel your heart it breaks within your chest now
Try to get some rest now, sleeps not coming easy for a while, child

whoa, there's something in the air tonight
something that makes me feel alive and i say
whoa, what were the words that you said to me
that made me feel so special now

Never underestimate my Jesus.
You're telling me that there's no hope.
I'm telling you your wrong.

Never underestimate my Jesus
When the world around you crumbles
He will be strong, He will be strong

Why do you love me? Why do you need me? Always and forever... We met in a chatroom, now our love can fully bloom... Sure the world wide web is great, but you, you make me salivate... I love technology, but not as much as you, you see... But I STILL love technology... Always and forever. Our love is like a flock of doves, flying up to heaven above... always and forever, always and forever... Why do you need me? Why do you love me? Always and forever...

There's a piece of you that's here with me
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by
I can make believe that you're here tonight
That you're here tonight

lately I've been feeling like
a falling bomb.
the ground is getting closer
and the sky
is falling
down.

this song has been brought to you
this song has been brought to you

by a falling bomb.
by a falling bomb.

If I could sleep forever
Would you still be in my dreams?

I know you want it all and you got me
Sorry I never was everything you ever dreamed

And in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me
You're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day
And you sweetly retire as the stars chase you away

And in case you were wondering, you are like a hurricane to me
Your violence is beautiful, and your center sweet
Now tell me this, do you know how we'd meet?

And in case you were wondering, you are everything to me

She wishes God would give her
Some answers
And make her feel beautiful

I remember feeling low
I remember losing hope
I remember all the feelings

Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart
and eventually you'll finally get it right.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh

It’s not your fault it gets this hard
Hold your head high
Don’t look down
I’m by your side
I won't back down
You wanted a hero tonight

lie to me
give me something worth living for
tell me a reason worth fighting for
give me anything, anything to keep me breathing

go lie to me
tell me stories so beautiful

this is a continuation from my real xanga that i write in... www.xanga.com/dashboard06 so yeah. go there too! lol.  i love being a nerd!

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